I have gathered into this volume some early brevities,
the third in order of which dates from further back than any tale comprised
in the Edition. The first in order appeared considerably later, but I have
given it precedence in this group by reason of its greatest length. It is
the most recent in the list, but, as having originally (in the good old
days, though they are as yet none so remote, of pleasant
publication) enjoyed the honour of two pretty little volumes all to
itself
,
it falls into the category of Shorter Novels under an indulgence not
extended to several of its compeers.
The Reverberator,
which figured at birth (1888) in half a dozen numbers of
Macmillans magazine
may be described, I suppose, beyond any fiction here reproduced, as a
jeu desprit:
I can think at least of none other on the brow of which
I may presume to place that laurel. And yet as I cast about me for the
nameable grounds of the hospitality I thus give it I find myself think of it
in other rich lights as well; quite in the light of an exemplary anecdote,
and at the same time quite in that of a little rounded drama. This is to
press hard, it might seem, on so slight a composition; but I brave the
extravagance under the interest of recognising again how the weight of
expatiation is ever met in such cases that of the slender production
equally with that of the stout by a surface really much larger than
the mere offered face of the work. The face of the work may be small in
itself, and yet the surface, the whole thing, the associational margin and
connexion, may spread, beneath the fond remembering eye, like nothing more
noble than an insidious grease-spot. It is of the essence of the anecdote to
get itself told as it can which truth represented clearly the best
chance of life for the matter involved in
The Reverberator;
but also it is of the essence of the drama to conform to logic, and the
pages I here treat of may appear at moments not quite predominantly sure
either of their luck or of their law. This, however, I think, but to a
cursory glance, for I perhaps do them a wrong in emphasising their anecdotic
cast. Might I not, certainly, have invoked for them in some degree the
anecdotic grace I would nt have undertaken them at all; but I now
see how they were still to have been provided for if this had failed them.
The anecdote consists, ever, of something that has oddly
happened to some one, and the first of its duties is to point directly to
the person whom it so distinguishes. He may be you or I or any one else, but
a condition of our interest perhaps the principal one is that
the anecdote shall know him, and shall accordingly speak of him, as its
subject. Who is it then that by this rule the specimen before us adopts and
sticks to? Something happens, and to a certain person, or, better, to a
certain group of persons, in
The Reverberator,
but of whom, when it comes to the point, is the fable narrated? The
anecdote has always a question to answer of whom necessarily is it
told? Is it told here of the Proberts or of the Dossons? To whom in the
instance before us does the principal thing, the thing worth the telling,
happen? To the fatal Mr Flack, to Francie Dosson and her father and
sister, lumping them, on the ground of their racial
consciousness, all together? or to the cluster of scandalised
Parisians in general, if not to the girls distracted young lover in
particular? It is easy, alas, to defy a clear statement on this head to be
made (No, I cant say whom or what or which
Im about: I seem so sometimes to be about one set and
sometimes about another! the
little story is free to plead) whereby anecdotic grace does break down.
Fortunately there remains another string, a second, to my bow: I should have
been nowhere, in the event of a challenge, had I not concomitantly felt my
subject, for all its slightness, as a small straight action, and so
placed it in that blest drama-light which, really making for intelligibility
as nothing else does, orders and regulates, even when but faintly turned on;
squares things and keeps them in happy relation to each other.
What happens, by that felicity, happens thus to every one
concerned, exactly as in much more prodigious recitals: its a case
just as we have seen it before, in more portentous connexions and
with the support of mightier comparisons of the planned rotation of
aspects and of that scenic determination of them about which I
fear I may already have been a bore.
After which perhaps too vertiginous explanatory flight I
feel that I drop indeed to the very concrete and comparatively trivial
origin of my story short, that is, of some competent critical
attribution of triviality all round. I am afraid, at any rate, that with
this reminiscence I but watch my grease-spot (for I cling to the homely
metaphor) engagingly extend its bounds. Who shall say thus and I have
put the vain question but too often before! where the associational
nimbus of the all but lost, of the miraculously recovered, chapter of
experience shall absolutely fade and stop? That would be possible only were
experience a chessboard of sharp black-and-white squares. Taking one of
these for a convenient plot, I have but to see my particle of suggestion
lurk in its breast, and then but to repeat in this connexion the act of
picking it up, for the whole of the rest of the connexion
straightway to loom into life, its parts all clinging together and pleading
with a collective friendly voice that I cant pretend to resist:
Oh but we too, you know; what were we but of the
experience? Which comes to scarce more than saying indeed, no doubt,
that nothing more complicates and overloads the act of retrospect than to
let ones imagination itself work backward as part of the business.
Some art of preventing this by keeping that interference out would be here
of a useful application; and would include the question of providing
conveniently for the officious faculty in the absence of its natural
caretakers, the judgment, the memory, the conscience, occupied, as it were,
elsewhere. These truants, the other faculties of the mind without exception,
I surmise, would then be free to remount the stream of time (as an earnest
and enquiring band) with the flower of the flock, the hope of the family,
left at home or boarded out,
say, for the time of the excursion. I have been unable, I confess, to make
such an arrangement; the consequence of which failure is that everything I
find, as I look back, lives for me again in the light of
all the parts, such as they are, of my intelligence. Or to express
the phenomenon otherwise, and perhaps with still more complacency for it,
the effort to reconstitute the medium and the season that favoured the first
stir of life, the first perceived gleam of the vital spark, in the trifle
before us, fairly makes everything in the picture revive, fairly even
extends the influence to matters remote and strange. The musing artists
imagination thus not excluded and confined supplies
the link that is missing and makes the whole occasion (the occasion of the
glorious birth to him of still another infant motive) comprehensively and
richly one. And this if that addition to his flock his
effusive parental welcome to which seems immediately to cause so splendid and
furnished and fitted a world to arch over it happens to be even of so
modest a promise as the tiny principle of
The Reverberator.
It was in a
grand old city
of the south of Europe
(though neither in Rome nor yet in Florence) long years ago, and during a
winter spent there in the seeing of many people on the pleasantest terms in
the world, as they now seem to me to have been, as well as in the hearing of
infinite talk, talk mainly, inexhaustibly, about persons and the
personal equation and the personal mystery. This somehow
had to be in an odd, easy, friendly, a miscellaneous, many-coloured
little cosmopolis, where the casual exotic society was a thing of
heterogeneous vivid patches, but with a fine old native basis, the basis
that held stoutly enough together while the patches dangled and fluttered,
stitched on as with thread of silver, pinned on as with pearls, lasting
their time above all and brightening the scene. To allude to the scene,
alas! seems half an undertaking to reproduce it, any humoursome indulgence
in which would lead us much too far. Nor am I strictly as if I
cultivated an ideal of strictness! concerned with any fact but that
of the appearance among us, that winter, of a charming free
young person,
superlatively
introduced and infinitely admired, who, taken to twenty social bosoms,
figured success in a form, that of the acclaimed and confident
pretty girl of our
prosaic and temperate climes,
for which the old-world salon, with its windows of iridescent view and its
different conception of the range of charm, had never much provided. The
old-world salon, in our community, still, when all was said, more or less
imposed the type and prescribed the tone; yet to the charming stranger even
these penetralia had not been closed, and, over them, to be brief, she had
shed her influence, just as among them, not less, she had gathered her
harvest.
She had come, in fine, she had seen and had conquered;
after which she had withdrawn with her
spoil. Her spoil, to put it plainly, had been a treasure of impressions; her
harvest, as I have said, a wealth of revelations. I made an absence of
several weeks, I went to Florence and to Rome, but I came back in the spring
and all to encounter the liveliest chatter of surprise that had
perhaps ever spent itself under the elegant massive ceilings for which the
old-world salons were famous. The ingenious stranger it was awfully
coming to light had written about them, about these still
consciously critical retreats, many of them temples harbouring the very
altar of the exclusive; she had made free with them, pen in hand, with the
best conscience in the world, no doubt, but to a high effect of confidence
betrayed, and to the amazement and consternation of every one involved,
though most of all, naturally, to the dismay of her primary backers.
The young lady, frankly, a graceful amateur journalist,
had made use of her gathered material; she had addressed to a
newspaper
in her
native city
(which no power on earth would induce me to designate, so that as
to this and to the larger issue, not less, of the glamour of its big
State-name, I defy all guesses) a letter as long, as confidential, as
chatty, as full of headlong history and limping legend, of
aberration and confusion, as she might have indited to the most trusted of
friends. The friend trusted had been, as happened, simply the biggest
reading public in the world, and the performance,
typographically bristling, had winged its way
back to its dishonoured nest like some monstrous black bird or beetle, an
embodiment of popping eyes, a whirl of brandished feathers and claws.
Strange, it struck me, to tell the truth, the fact itself of
anybodys knowing, and still more of anybodys caring
the fact itself, that is, of such prompt repercussion and
recognition: one would so little, in advance, have supposed the
reverberation of the bomb, its heeded reverberation, conceivable. No such
consequence, clearly, had been allowed for by its innocent maker, for whose
imagination, one felt sure, the explosion had not been designed to be
world-shaking. The recording, slobbering sheet, as an object thinkable or
visible in a medium so non-conducting, made of actual recognition, made even
of the barest allusion, the falsest of false notes. The scandal reigned,
however, and the commotion lasted, a nine days wonder; the ingenuous
strangers name became anathema, and all to the high profit of an
incorrigible collector of cases. Him in his depth of perversity,
I profess, the flurry of resentment could only, after a little, affect as
scarce more charged with wisdom than the poor young ladys
miscalculated overflow itself; so completely beside the question of the
finer comparative interest remained that of the force of the libel
and that of the degree of the injury. The finer interest was in the facts
that made the incident a case, and the true note of that, I promptly made
sure, was just in the extraordinary amount of native innocence that positively
had to be read into the perpetrated act. The couple of columns in
the vulgar newspaper constituted no document whatever on the manners and
morals of the company of persons betrayed, but on the other
hand, in its indirect way, flooded American society with light,
became on that side in the highest degree documentary. So it was, I
soon saw, that though the perpetrated act was in itself and immediately no
situation, it nevertheless pointed to one, and was for that
value to be stored up.
It remained for a long time thus a mere sketched
finger-post: the perpetrated act had, unmistakeably, meant
something one could nt make out at first exactly what;
till at
last, after
several years
of oblivion, its connexions, its illustrative worth, came quite naturally
into view. It fell in short into the wider perspective, the very largest
fund of impressions and appearances, perhaps, that the particular
observers and designers mind was to have felt itself for so
long queerly weighted with. I have
already
had occasion to say that the international light lay thick, from
period to period, on the general scene of my observation a truth the
reasons and bearings of which will require in due course to be intelligibly
stated; everything that possibly could, at any rate, managed at that time
(as it had done before and was undiscourageably to continue to do) to
be international for me: which was an immense resource and a happy
circumstance from many points of view. Therefore I may say at once that if
no particular element or feature of the view had struck me from far back as
receiving so much of the illumination as the comparative state of
innocence of the spirit of my countryfolk, by that same token everything
had a price, was of immediate application and found itself closely interwoven,
that could tend to emphasise or vivify the innocence. I had indeed early to
recognise that I was in a manner shut up to the contemplation of it
really to the point, it has often seemed to me these pages must testify, of
appearing to wander, as under some uncanny spell, amid the level sands and
across the pathless desert of a single and of a not especially rich or
fruitful aspect. Here, for that matter, comes in one of the oddest and most
interesting of facts as I measure it; which again will take much
stating, but to which I may provisionally give this importance,
that, sketchily speaking, if I had nt had, on behalf of the
American character, the negative aspects to deal with, I should practically,
and given the limits of my range, have had no aspects at all. I shall on a
near pretext, as I say, develop the sense of this; but let it now stand for
the obvious truth that the negative sides were always at me, for
illustration, for interpretation, and that though I looked yearningly, from
time to time, over their collective head, though, after an experimental
baffled sniff, I was apt to find myself languish for sharper air than
any they exhaled, they constantly gave me enough, and more than enough, to
tackle, so that I might even well ask myself what more
miscellaneous justice I should have been able to render.
Given, after this fashion, my condition of knowledge,
the most general appearance of the American (of those days) in Europe, that
of being almost incredibly unaware of life as the European
order expressed life had to represent for me the whole
exhibitional range; the particular initiation on my own part that would have
helped me to other apprehensions being absolutely bolted and barred to me.
What this alternative would have stood for we shall immediately see; but
meanwhile and nothing could have been at once more inevitable, more
logical and more ridiculous I was reduced to studying my New Yorkers
and my Bostonians, since there were enough of these alone and to spare,
under the queer rubric of their more or less stranded helplessness. If asked
why I describe in such terms the appearances that most appealed to me, I can
only wonder how the bewildered state of the persons principally figuring in
the Americano-European prospect could have been otherwise expressed. They
come back to me, in the lurid light of contrast, as irresistibly destitute
of those elements of preparedness that my pages show even the most limited
European adventure to call into play. This at least was, by my retrospect,
the inveterate case for the men it differed only for certain of the
women, the younger, the youngest, those of whom least might at the best have
been expected, and in the interest of whose success their share
of the characteristic blankness underwent what one might call a sea-change.
Conscious of so few things in the world, these unprecedented creatures
since that is what it came to for them were least of all
conscious of deficiencies and dangers; so that, the grace of youth and
innocence and freshness aiding, their negatives were converted and became in
certain relations lively positives and values. I might give a considerable
list of those of my fictions, longer and shorter, in which this curious
conversion is noted. Suffice it, at all events, in respect
to the show at large, that, even as testifying but to a suffered and
suffering state, and working beauty and comedy and pathos but into that
compass, my procession of figures which kept passing, and indeed kept
pausing, by no act of my own left me with all I could manage on my
hands.
This will have seemed doubtless a roundabout approach to
my saying that I seized the right connexion for our roaring young lioness of
the old-world salons from the moment I qualified her as, in spite of the
stimulating commerce enjoyed with them, signally unaware of
life. What had she lacked for interest? what had her case lacked for
application? what in the world but just that perceived reference to
something larger, something more widely significant? What was so large, what
so widely significant in its general sphere, as that, otherwise
so well endowed and appointed, as that, altogether so well constituted and
introduced, she could have kept up to the end (the end of our
concern with her) the state of unawareness? Immense at any rate the service
she so rendered the brooding critic capable of taking a hint from her, for
she became on the spot an inimitable link with the question of what it might
distinguishably be in their own flourishing Order that could keep
them, the
passionless pilgrims,
so unaware? This was the point one
had caught them in the act of it; of a disposition, which had perhaps even
most a comic side, to treat Europe, collectively, as a vast
painted and gilded holiday toy, serving its purpose on the spot and for the
time, but to be relinquished, sacrificed, broken and cast away, at the dawn
of any other convenience. It seemed to figure thus not only as a gorgeous
dressed doll, the most expensive plaything, no doubt, in the world, but as a
living doll, precisely, who would speak and act and perform, all
for a charge which was the reason both of the amusement
and of the cost. Only there was no more responsibility to a living
doll than to a dead so that, in fine, what seemed most absent from
the frolic intercourse was the note of anything like reciprocity: unless
indeed the so prompt
and frequent newspaperisation of any quaint confidence extracted by pressure
on the poor dolls stomach, of any droll sight of powers set in motion
by twitch of whatever string, might serve for a rendering of that ideal. It
had reached ones ear again and again from beyond the sea, this
inveteracy, as one might almost call it, of the artless ventilation, and
mainly in the public prints, of European matter originally gathered in under
the supposed law of privilege enjoyed on the one hand and security enjoyed
on the other. A hundred good instances confirmed this tradition that nothing
in the new world was held accountable to anything in the old, that the
hemispheres would have been as dissociated as different planets
had nt one of them, by a happy miracle, come in for the
comparatively antique right of free fishing in the other.
It was the so oft-attested American sense of the matter
that was meanwhile the oddity the sense on the part of remote
adventurous islanders that no custom of give-and-take between their bustling
archipelago and the far, the massed continent was thinkable. Strangely
enough, none the less, the continent was anecdotically interesting to the
islands though as soon as these were reached all difference between
the fruit of the private and the fruit of the public garden naturally
dropped. More than all was it striking that the naturalness was
all of American making in spite, as had ever seemed to me, of the
American tradition to the contrary; the tradition that Europe, much rather,
had originally made social commerce unequal. Europe had had quite other
matters on her hands; Europe had, into the bargain, on what
might nt be newspaperised or otherwise ventilated, quite her own
religion and her own practice. This superstition held true of the fruits of
curiosity wherever socially gathered, whether in bustling
archipelagos or in neighbouring kingdoms. It did nt, one felt,
immensely signify, all the while; small harm was done, and it was surely
rare that any was intended; for supreme, more and more, is the blest truth
sole safety, as it mostly seems, of our distracting age that a
given thing has but
to be newspaperised enough (which it may, at our present rate of
perfection, in a few hours) to return, as a quick consequence, to the
common, the abysmal air and become without form and void. This life of scant
seconds, as it were, by the sky-scraping clock, is as good for our sense and
measure of the vulgar thing, for keeping apprehension down and keeping
immunity up, as no life at all; since in the midst of such preposterous
pretensions to recorded or reflected existence what particular vulgarity,
what individual blatancy, can prevail? Still over and above all of which,
too, we are made aware of a large new direct convenience or resource
the beautiful facility thus rendered the individual mind for what it shall
denominate henceforth ignoring in the lump: than which nothing is more
likely to work better, I suggest, toward a finer economy of consciousness.
For the new beauty is that the lump, the vast concretion of the negligible,
is, thanks to prodigious expensive machinery working all
ad hoc,
carefully wrought and prepared for our so dealing with it; to the great
saving of our labour of selection, our own not always too beguiled or too
sweetened picking-over of the heap.
Our ingenious young friend of the shocked saloons
to finish her history had just simply acted in the
tradition; she had figured herself one of the islanders, irresponsible in
their very degree, and with a mind as closed to the coming back
of her disseminated prattle as if it would have had in fact to be wafted
from another planet. Thus, as I say, the friendliest initiations offered her
among ancient seats had still failed to make her what I have called
aware. Here it was that she became documentary, and that in the
flash of some new and accessory light, the continued procession of figures
equally fallible, yet as little criminal, her bedimmed precedent shone out
for me once more; so that when I got my right and true reference, as I say,
for the instance commemorated in
The Reverberator,
and which dangled loosely from the peg supplied by the earlier case, this
reference was much more directly to the pathetic than to anything else. The
Dosson family, here before us, are sunk in their innocence,
sunk in their irremediable unawareness almost beyond fishing out. This
constituted for handling them, I quite felt, a serious difficulty; they
could be too abandoned and pathetic, as the phrase is, to live, and yet be
perfectly true; but on the other hand they could be perfectly true and yet
too abandoned for vivification, too consentingly feeble to be worth saving.
Even this, still, would nt materially limit in them the force of
the characteristic it was exactly in such formless terms that they
would speak best for the majority of their congeners; and, in fine,
moreover, there was this that I absolutely had to save for the love
of my subject-matter at large the special appeal attached to the mild
figure of Francina. I need scarcely point out that round Francie
Dosson the tale is systematically constructed; with which fact was involved
for me the clear sense that if I did nt see the Francie Dossons
(by whom I mean the general quaint sisterhood, perfectly distinguishable
then, but displaced, disfeatured, discounted to-day, for all I
know) as always and at any cost at whatever cost of repetition, that
is worth saving, I might as well shut up my international department.
For practically as I have said already more than enough to convey
they were what the American branch of that equation constantly threw
me back upon; by reason indeed of a brace of conditions only one of which
strictly inhered in the show itself.
In the heavy light of Europe thirty or forty
years ago, there were more of the
Francie Dossons and the Daisy Millers and the Bessie Aldens and the Pandora
Days
than of all the other attested
American objects put together more of them, of course I mean, from
the moment the weird harvester was at all preoccupied with charm, or at all
committed to having to have it. But quite apart from that truth
was always the stiff fact, against which I might have dashed myself in vain,
that I had nt the data for a right approach to the minor
quantities, such as they might have been made out to be. The minor
quantities appeared, consistently, but in a single light that of
promiscuous obscure attendance on the
Daisies and Bessies and Francies;
a generalised
crepuscular state at best, even though yielding little by little a view of
dim forms and vague differences. These adumbrations, sufficient tests once
applied, claimed identities as fathers, mothers, even sometimes as
satellites more directly engaged; but there was always, for the
author of this record, a prompt and urgent remark to be made about them
which placed him, when all was said, quite at his ease. The men, the
non-European, in these queer clusters, the fathers, brothers, playmates,
male appendages of whatever presumption, were visible and thinkable only as
the American business-man; and before the American business-man,
as I have been prompt to declare, I was absolutely and irredeemably
helpless, with no fibre of my intelligence responding to his mystery. No
approach I could make to him on his business side really got
near it. That is where I was fatally incompetent, and this in turn
the case goes into a nutshell is so obviously why, for any decent
documentation, I was simply shut up to what was left me. It takes but a
glance to see how the matter was in such a fashion simplified. With the men
wiped out, at a stroke, so far as any grasp of the principle of their
activity was concerned (what in the name of goodness did I, or could I,
know, to call know, about the very alphabet of their activity?), it
was nt the elder woman I could take, on any reckoning,
as compensatory: her inveterate blankness of surface had a manner all its
own of defying the imagination to hover or to hope. There was really, as a
rule, nothing whatever to be done with the elder woman; not only were reason
and fancy alike forewarned not to waste their time, but any attempt upon
her, one somehow felt, would have been indecorous and almost monstrous. She
was nt so much as in question; since if one could work it out for
the men that the depreciated state with which they vaguely and, as
it were, somnolently struggled, was perhaps but casual and temporary, might
be regarded in fact as the mere state of the medal with its right face
accidentally turned down, this redemption never glimmered for the wife and
mother, in whom nothing was in eclipse, but everything rather (everything
there was at all)
straight in evidence, and to whom therefore any round and complete
embodiment had simply been denied.
,
written in the year 1870, the earliest date to which anything in the whole
present series refers itself, strikes me to-day, and by the same token
indescribably touches me, with the two compositions that follow it, as sops
instinctively thrown to the international
Cerberus
formidably posted where I doubtless then did nt quite make him
out, yet from whose capacity to loom larger and larger with the years there
must already have sprung some chilling portent.
Cerberus
would have been, thus, to ones younger artistic conscience, the keeper
of the international books; the hovering disembodied critical
spirit with a disengaged eye upon sneaking attempts to substitute the
American romantic for the American real. To that comparatively artless
category the fiction I have just named, together with
Madame de Mauves
and
The madonna of the future,
belong. As American as possible, and even to the pitch of fondly coaxing
it, I then desired my ground-stuff to remain; so that such situations as are
thus offered must have represented my prime view of the telling effect with
which the business-man would be dodged. He is dodged, here,
doubtless, to a
charm he is made to wait as in the furthest and coldest of an
infinite perspective of more or less quaint antechambers; where my ingenuous
theory of the matter must have been that, artfully trifled with from room to
room and from pretext to pretext, he might be kept indefinitely at bay. Thus
if a sufficient amount of golden dust were kicked up in the foreground
and I began to kick it, under all these other possible pretexts, as
hard as I knew how, he would probably never be able, to my confusion, to
break through at all. I had in the spring of 1869, and again in that of
1870, spent several weeks in England, renewing and extending, with infinite
zest, an acquaintance with the country that had previously been but an
uneffaced little chapter of boyish, or putting it again far enough
back for the dimmest dawn of sensibility of infantine experience;
and had, perceptively and æsthetically speaking, taken the
adventure of my twenty-sixth year hard, as
A passionate pilgrim
quite sufficiently attests.
A part of that adventure had been the
never-to-be-forgotten thrill of a first sight of Italy, from late in the
summer of 1869 on; so that a return to America at the beginning of the
following year was to drag with it, as a lengthening chain, the torment of
losses and regrets. The repatriated victim of that unrest was, beyond doubt,
acutely conscious of his case: the fifteen months just spent in Europe had
absolutely determined his situation. The nostalgic poison had been distilled
for him, the future presented to him but as a single intense question: was
he to spend it in brooding exile, or might he somehow come into his
own? as I liked betimes to put it for a romantic analogy
with the state of dispossessed princes and wandering heirs. The question was
to answer itself promptly enough yet after a delay sufficient to give
me the measure of a whole previous relation to it. I had from as far back as
I could remember carried in my side, buried and unextracted, the head of one
of those well-directed shafts from the European quiver to which, of old,
tender American flesh was more helplessly and bleedingly exposed, I think,
than to-day: the nostalgic cup had been applied to my lips even before I was
conscious of it I had been hurried off to London and to Paris
immediately after my birth, and then and there, I was ever afterwards
strangely to feel, that poison had entered my veins. This was so much the
case that when again, in my thirteenth year, re-exposure was decreed, and
was made effective and prolonged, my inward sense of it was, in the oddest
way, not of my finding myself in the vague and the uncharted, but much
rather restored to air already breathed and to a harmony already disclosed.
The unnatural precocity with which I had in fine taken to Europe
was to be revealed to me later on and during another quite languishing
American interval; an interval during which I supposed my young life to have
been made bitter, under whatever appearances of smug accommodation, by too
prompt a mouthful recklessly administered to ones helplessness
by responsible
hands of the fruit of the tree of knowledge. Why otherwise so queer a
taste, always, in so juvenile, so generally gaping, a mouth? Well,
the queer taste doubtless had been there, but the point of my anecdote, with
my brace of infatuated short stories for its occasion, is in the
infinitely greater queerness it was to take on between the summer of
70 and that of 72, when it set me again in motion.
As I read over
A passionate pilgrim
and
The madonna of the future
they become in the highest degree documentary for myself from all
measure of such interest as they may possibly have at this time of day for
others I stand off; though I disengage from them but one thing, their
betrayal of their consolatory use. The deep beguilement of the lost vision
recovered, in comparative indigence, by a certain inexpert intensity of art
the service rendered by them at need, with whatever awkwardness and
difficulty sticks out of them for me to the exclusion of everything
else and consecrates them, I freely admit, to memory.
Madame de Mauves
and
Louisa Pallant
are another matter; the latter, in especial, belongs to recent years. The
former is of the small group of my productions yielding to present research
no dimmest responsive ghost of a traceable origin. These remarks have
constituted to excess perhaps the record of what may have put this, that and
the other treated idea into my head; but I am quite unable to say what, in
the summer of 1873, may have put
Madame de Mauves.
Save for a single pleasant image, and for the fact that, dispatched to New
York, the tale appeared, early in the following year, in
The galaxy,
a periodical to which I find, with this, twenty other remembrances
gratefully attached, not a glimmer of attendant reference survives. I recall
the tolerably wide court of an old inn at
Bad-Homburg
in the
Taunus hills
a dejected and forlorn little place (its
seconde jeunesse
not yet in sight) during the years immediately following the
Franco-Prussian war,
which had overturned, with that of
Baden-Baden,
its altar, the well-appointed worship of the great goddess Chance a
homely enclosure on the ground-level of which I occupied a dampish, dusky,
unsunned room, cool,
however, to the relief of the fevered muse, during some very hot weather.
The place was so dark that I could see my way to and from my inkstand, I
remember, but by keeping the door to the court open thanks to which
also the muse, witness of many mild domestic incidents, was distracted and
beguiled. In this retreat I was visited by the gentle
Euphemia;
I sat in crepuscular comfort pouring forth again, and, no doubt, artfully
editing, the confidences with which she honoured me. She again, after her
fashion, was what I might have called experimentally international; she
muffled her charming head in the lightest, finest, vaguest tissue of romance
and put twenty questions by.
Lousia Pallant,
with still subtler art, I find, completely covers her tracks her
repudiation of every ray of legend being the more marked by the later date
(1888) of her appearance. Charitably affected to her and thus disposed, if
the term be not arrogant, to hand her down, I yet win from her no shadow of
an intelligible account of herself. I had taken possession, at Florence,
during the previous year, of a couple of sunny rooms on the Arno just at the
point where the
Borg Ognissanti
begins to bore duskily westward; and in those cheerful chambers (where the
pitch of brightness differed so from that of the others just commemorated)
I seem to have found my subject seated in extreme assurance. I did my best
for it one February while the light and the colour and the sound of old
Italy played in again through my open windows and about my patient table
after the bold loud fashion that I had had, from so much before, to teach
myself to think directly auspicious when it might be, and indirectly when
it might nt.
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